Im trapped in this prism we call life. The color spectrum is bleeding together creating a black hole. I don’t know what im really saying. Just rambling on about my life and what choices I have made. My friends say don’t waste your time on regret, you should never regret they say. Well I regret a few things in my life, but I don’t dwell on the ( Read more... )

so i was going to write soemthing grand on here right now, but im just so tired and lonely that i dont have the energy, and plus i have to go take my medication anyways, so i guess i will write tomorrow, sorry guys im boring and not much fun. just feeling a whole bunch of things.....

I've ruined so much, and I feel much of it will not be mendable. Where did I go wrong? I have searched in the deepest corners of my soul and have come out empty handed. I have lost so much, and gained little. I need no self pity. I am stuck in this black hole waiting for the light to pull me out. Im that porcelin doll in the back waiting to ( Read more... )

So I got a new cell, but same number....so feel free to hit me up on it ( Read more... )

"Underground Im waiting ( Read more... )

"Some people think that little girls should be seen and not heard... But I say Oh Bondage Up Yours ! 1-2-3-4" ~by ( Read more... )

The long nights of standing on the roof top of the abandon apartment building, clade in black watching the lost souls move about. I never grew tired of standing under the stars watching. It just seemed so natural like I was meant to embrace the night in my pale arms. If you dare ask what i am you will not understand. I am was born to be a ( Read more... )

My hunny's friend John....he is the shizzle nizzle! haha...Much love John....to a new friendship ( Read more... )

"...my heart is yours. every part of me still wants to give you more, more time to love. cause you never know when life will leave us. i want to take in all the beauty here. let the world around us disappear. when you ly next to me, breathe in the air i breathe, we dont have to speak, just be ( Read more... )

My friends come to me when they need help and I love it. But some of them expect me to know it all...and I dont. All I can tell them is DONT GIVE UP. THINGS WILL TURN AROUND, BUT YOU GOTTA MAKE THE EFFORT TO CHANGE THINGS! You gotta figure out a plan...but take each step at a time...worry about the step your on and not on how many steps you have ( Read more... )