actually, don't bother. your girlfriend (thanks for your concerned entry) wouldn't let you anyway (yes, that was a shot).

i'm alive though. i think it's best to spend my time alive caring about people who actually care back.

i had a whole long entry that got deleted. In short: Due to a leftward list my car has and an overcompensating right-hand jerk to the wheel that i gave, we smashed into a concrete divider, did a 360, smashed into it again, missed plumetting off a bridge by about 5 feet and almost certainly dying, and totalled my car. I have airbag burns on my arms ( Read more... )

opening night was tonight.

TALK about murphey's law! :-P

the hotel i am working in and staying in has hosted Catherine Hepburn and Bette Davis. i just found that out today ( Read more... )

goddammit, i did it again.

so i wore my grandfather's ring into a hottub today and it turned green.

oh, i also watched a movie called "The Woodsman", in which Kevin Bacon played a child molester let out of prison and now he lives a life of stigma. Sounds really pathetic the way I'm describing it, but trust me, it was very very good. not as good as "A Patch of Blue", though.

I just watched the most beautiful love story on TV. By far the greatest film i have ever seen. It's called A Patch of Blue, and I have been crying nonstop for the past 2 hours. It's simply incredible. it's a 1965 film starring Elizabeth Hartman and Sidney Poitier. Hartman plays a blind girl who falls in love with Poitier's character, an incredibly ( Read more... )

FINALS WEEK HAS THROWN OFF MY SCHEDULE HORRIBLY. and i'm STILL ON the altered schedule ( Read more... )

every been so upset that you have a perpetual lump in your throat, and you feel the constant need to vomit, and sometimes you actually do?

yeah.