ok,i have this harmless little crush ok...i saw this guy named manuel from el salvador...and when i walked by him to leave the union (I made sure to go the long way just so i could walk by) i sort of subtley glanced at him and then continued on my way. after that my legs were just jello. i was all weak and soft inside.. damn. the last way i felt ( Read more... )

Hey everybody oh wait, nobody reads this anymore do they? Well whoever is reading it for some mysterious (or sick) reason this is what is new in my life ( Read more... )

A lot of times I remember and miss New York. Here are some of the things I miss the most ( Read more... )

Well i know by now that nobody will probably read this because they've given up on me ever writing again but i thought i'd write something cause what the hell, i have nothing else to do right now besides wash clothes or shop for little things for the house....anyways, i'im ok. i feel alive and that's enough for me. the reason i don't write a lot i ( Read more... )

I swear that I will never forgive myself if I lose him. I will never ever forgive myself.

Things that suck but are necessary ( Read more... )

This weather is great! The sun is out, I don't have to wear a bulky coat and I just feel good. The other night me and Aus were shopping for shoes for him and i ended up putting on a little fashion show for him in a skirt and a tight red tank top. It turned him on :) and we ended up buying the outfit. don't know when i'll wear it in public. but i ( Read more... )

When the world comes crashing down it hurts. Even when the pieces are put back together the pain is still there because you know just how fragile it is and one wrong move destroys it for good. Imagine the fear then one would have, holding that in their hands, knowing that storms are inevitable yet fighting to contain them. Going against nature to ( Read more... )

to anyone or everyone, i'm too tired to write anything today----be it emails or a significant journal entry. sorry.
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I don't know what I've done differently but yesterday and today, people I don't know have been stopping to talk to me. Yesterday it was this guy at the bus stop...Jeremy. I was looking at one of my cds, a soundtrack of a Hindi movie--Saathiya and he asked me what it was. I told him it was from a Hindi film. He showed me a cd he was listening to ( Read more... )