Appreciation...taking one day at a time

[queliana]

It's so easy to say live life to it's fullest and enjoy every minute you have because it isn't permanent. But to actually put that into action? Every moment I spend with Ausencio, I try to really appreciate it and enjoy it but sometimes I just get so anxious and I want to fight with him and create some huge argument out of nothing. This is what

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Wow...I am so very happy for you...

[lunachava]

I mean that sis. I am glad that you are making an effort to just enjoy him...you have no idea how many times a day I wish I had that chance. But let's not make this about me. I hope that you keep on trying to enjoy him all the time and fight those annoying urges to fight over something stupid! You know that you are good at it :) But don't ever think that he doesn't want you or that he should be with some docile submissive hispanic girl! Where is the fun in that? :) What bothers me is that you spend TOO MUCH TIME WORRYING THAT HE DOESN'T WANT YOU! He does...he has made that obvious! Just remember that! :)But hey I love you girl and that never changes and I am just glad that one of us can be happy right now :) I think my new favorite poem of mine is FRAGMENT read it and tell me what you think. Lots of love to you sis! Hope you get all your errands run and that you sleep well and all tonight. Hey...pray for me...for weeks now I have had a constant headache...yea it never goes away and I take pain pills all the time...and yea I am afraid