it was an early morning since aaron took me to campus before he left for tucson. he played a sufjan stevens song for me that sounded like it's a small world. i almost punched him. i tried calling kelly but she sacked out from the tired, sick, and meds. i read the paper a little and got some apples and oatmeal from cereality. i splashed myself with ( Read more... )

today was okay ( Read more... )

i took the morning off of work, and my bosses emailed me to tell me to take care of myself and get better. i'm not sick, exactly, or yet. but that doesn't mean i didn't feel like crap ( Read more... )

i'm sorry. http://dhawhee.blogs.com/d_hawhee/2007/03/a_certain_someo.html i just got overwhelmed by the time and how i felt and the onset of a headache ( Read more... )

i'm going to try to discipline a little less, i dreamed. i laid in bed until nine a-m. i got up, and going. i packed and ate a doughnut and cleaned up and left. i stood unhastily outside of class and closed my conversation with kelly. i suffered through philosophy which stipulates wildly that the meaning of a word is fixed. well, the meaning of a ( Read more... )

i am tired of disciplining my body. there's a little voice that rides behind my eyes whose had a headache for a week. it's asking me what happened to the good care i took of it only a week ago. i'm not good at getting out of bed when i've been up late. i'm not good at staying constantly in focus. i don't want to not have weekends anymore. i always ( Read more... )

this morning i woke up mostly from being cold, a little from feeling crappy! i couldn't turn my heater pad thing on, which turned out to be because the alleged lightswitch in my room was flipped the wrong way. i got up about nine. kelly and i talked for awhile, mostly about the pet food thing. she sent me a video of this doggie called skidboot, ( Read more... )

i'm done being stupid. at least, for awhile. it's almost midnight but i feel okay. i'm going to sleep but not too late, and i'm going to spend tomorrow working hard. not going to my cousin brooke's wedding. i feel a little bad about that, but i guess we don't know each other very well. still.

having solved all the crossword puzzles in the state ( Read more... )

it's been sort of a long day. i don't know what was up with the various things used as alarm clocks, but this morning i heard the sound of thunder, and the starting of rain. i wanted, like i have so many times, to just roll out of bed and wander into the rain. then i thought about getting cold and wet and catching cold and pneumonia and how much i ( Read more... )

awake ( Read more... )