what the hell?

again, my cell phone bill is right at $100.00.

I can't win.

I have $86.00 TO LIVE ON. that's not by the end of this month btw. that's every month. every month it's pick a bill not to pay...so that I can afford food and gas. and then play catch up and put utilities on credit cards so they're not shut off. what the hell am I doing ( Read more... )

but...but..but...that's not what I meant!

gah!

have you ever said something, either to get it off your chest, or trying to explain a choice you just made, only to find out that it was taken entirely different than you intended...and then looking back realize...you totally said what they thought, but you didn't mean what they thought you meant when ( Read more... )

I've decided myspace is out for now...it's the whole dating someone and then trying to be friends thing ( Read more... )

hello?

git yer gothic name y'all.....git er done

I'm not really all that sad...i just really feel this song right now ( Read more... )

(right from myspace...so I'm not ignoring folks here)

Yay sleep dep.

so work in the second job was way too damn early, I got maybe an hour and a half...if you count together all the ten minute stretches... of sleep. right on time to get stuck in traffic. I forget how frustrating it can be...but we got there with plenty of time to spare...

coffee ( Read more... )

so I was sitting in the tub thinking about a scene I'd like to paint of the norns weaving wyrd.

and it suddenly occured to me that macbeth's encounter with the weird sisters (which I always thought an odd name anyway) has a VERY different connotation if you spell it 'wyrd sisters'. in fact it turns the whole self fulfilling prophesy subject on its ( Read more... )

well, that was lovely!

the bars  were packed due to the first night of college summer...so we picked up beer at a safeway, got gyros and dined sitting on the tables of some  closed restaurant. they'd stacked all the chairs and chained them, then chained all the tables in front. but, not the right way, one table upright, and another upside down on ( Read more... )

copied from myspace...because I don't have much else to say...

I have seen the pyramids. I have been sucked dry by the desert wind, my skin flaking off in the Sahara's morning breath. I've seen wild camels. I have walked in a sea of soft white sand that burned in the wind, and sipped mint tea under palm trees to the music of petulant donkeys.

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