I decided that on Sunday I was not going into work at the gas station. I was just like, "I'm staying home." I'm fired for sure. I'm also not going in ever again either. I hated that job after the first 3 weeks. I just haven't listened to the two voicemails they left me. I should just delete them but I might wait and listen to them when I'm too ( Read more... )

Well, well, how the times have changed. I have a new (to me) car, a 2009 Nissan Altima. It's beautiful and I'm completely in love. I named her Lydia after Beetlejuice because it's black and has dark purple tint and orange lights inside. Very Halloween. So scare. My dad put up 800, mom put up 800, and my dad's Swiss gf put up 1000. After that I have ( Read more... )

There's just so much. I can't explain it all because that's just fucking annoying. Kris says I need to work on my 'self-awareness' and he's completely right. Changing your entire way of thinking and living is obnoxiously time consuming and difficult. I just don't really feeeeeeeel like it, ya know? I'm a liar, to some people. I'm a crazy person to ( Read more... )

So I read through all of my old entries, again. Most of them I took off of private. I hope you enjoy them as much as I did ( Read more... )

I will always be an emo kid. I have been trying to escape it since I could think for myself but it's just not to going to happen ( Read more... )

I would say that school is going well, but I'm already a little bit behind. Not terribly or even badly. I just don't want to work on everything. I want to relax and take my time getting to things. That's obviously not going to give me good grades, so I get frustrated and I don't do anything at all. I find ways to distract myself. Which is exactly ( Read more... )

My throat is causing me so much pain. I'm very sure that I have Strep throat, but like always, Alex says, "I don't think that's what you have, dear." NOPE. I do. I'm damn positive I do. Yesterday and the day before my throat was hurting badly, this morning I wake up barely able to talk or swallow, and my lymph nodes are swollen to hell. FUCK. Why ( Read more... )

Man, I have forgotten about posting for a lot longer than I anticipated. I have so many issues right now that I can't even think about what to do with any of them. My grades came in and I made two D's, a C, and the B for the FSCJ class I finished a month ago. I already tried to convince my teacher to raise the D to a D-, but to no avail. I plan on ( Read more... )

I have this very strong urge to completely stop giving a fuck. I have an exam tomorrow and I'm not ready for it. I've been convincing myself to study early, but then my weekend was raped by FL/GA weekend, new computer system at work, and a last-minute Halloween party that sucked huge dick. Also, the doctor today had my lab results, and I was right ( Read more... )

I don't feel like typing about anything in particular. I just haven't typed anything that wasn't school or work related for quite some time now. Also, I read over vaguely all of my old posts that I have privatized. I knew I'd remember them and get curious in a few years, so I didn't delete them. Imagine that, I ended up being right ( Read more... )