An indifferent mood.

Brown eyes gazing into the computer screen with darkend rings under them from lack of sleep.
I spend so many nights in this exact state.
This evening is no exception.
What a waste of thought process.

December 24, 2005.
a book would definitely be more constructive than a computer screen.
I won't move until at least two ( Read more... )

I wish I could put a gun right up to your fucking head.
Lets play a game called Russian Roulet. Shall we?

To make you feel like I did when you killed me.
You may call this cruel... but I call it getting even.

You fucked with my head.. now I'm fucking with yours. .
funny how that works.. the table turns.. and now you say you're sorry.
I'm ( Read more... )

Apprently I like to get involved with people who like to fuck with my head.

I mean.. really.
I must attract them some how.

I just can't fucking win.

FUCK.

Why the hell am I complaining?
I'm not dying.. I don't need life support to live.
I'm a wreck.
I'm a mess.

Anyway. Back to what I was talking about. I was told tonight I was liked.
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It'll be one in the morning soon.
I have tons of shit I should be doing right now.
So why the fuck am I thinking about you?

WHAT THE HELL DID YOU DO TO ME?

you fucking bastard.

I hate you more now than when I loved you then.

Dependence.
What an awful thing.

It controls your every move.
 your life.

Love is just that. Dependence nicely ( Read more... )

So here I sit... looking at you. Through wide open eyes. My face expression could say it all..
 I told you so.
 I TOLD YOU.
 However. Thats not what I'm here to say. You know me better than that...
 Or..
At least I thought you did.
 The only words to come out of my mouth today are.. I'm here for you.
 Because I know you better than you think I do.
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It's been awhile since I've done anything in here.. so I'll try to make this extra awesome.
That probably won't work becuase it's 8:27 in the morning.

Anyway...

I went to Tennesse for my Uncle's wedding...
They're really weird over there....They have big unnessisary beefy ( Read more... )

People are only afraid of what they don't understand.

Well, I'm waiting for Chelsey to come over..
actually I think I hear her car..
oh wait shes here...right behind me. Ok
My moms outside...
flirting with the repair man.
yea....
Akward?
yesss.

Ok well...I'm going to go...

C-ya!

[[KATELYN!?!?]]

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If you expect the worst...
You won't be let down.

But sometimes..
 It still hurts.
-Sometimes you're not enough-