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in a sentimental mood.
It’s been almost a year since I’ve written anything for public eyes. About a week after I last blogged, my life went in a radically different direction than I could have ever imagined. I wrecked my mom’s car, walking from an experience in which I should have died unscathed. It shook me - awoke me, if you will. Life was suddenly real. And then there ( Read more... ) -
And so castles made of sand fall in the sea, eventually.
School's out for the summer ( Read more... ) -
Under the boardwalk, down by the sea...
This is going to be a very long entry.
"To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven:
A time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted;
A time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up;
A time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to ( Read more... ) -
Yesterday don't matter if it's gone.
Sometimes you've just got to sit back and let it be. There are times when you need to let things happen and go with it, not detailing it or documenting it... but enjoying it and taking it for what it's worth. It's like going to the beach, I guess, although I've never been. But I guess you just go to enjoy it, to sop up the sunny delight of it all. ( Read more... ) -
It's a little bit funny, this feeling inside...
Interesting few weeks.
Much love to Dr. Oldham for making a few phone calls to the county, Lion's Club, and Rotary and arranging the rest of my trip to be paid off since the band boosters had said they'd provide financial aid but they didn't. She's pretty much the coolest lady evar.
Friday, February 3rd, I went to Hooters after combo rehearsal with ( Read more... ) -
It's astounding.
Time is fleeting, and I really think madness has taken its toll ( Read more... ) -
She once was a true love of mine.
Well, since I last wrote, I failed two tests in Gensler's class, I failed to take my learner's yet again since my proof of enrollment expired, and I've fought to get my mom to let me play in the show choir combo. Mrs. Riedel called me and asked me Thursday afternoon if I'd play for her, and I told her I would. So I woke up early Friday to go to ( Read more... ) -
Oh, I believed in Yesterday.
I stare at the stars and the sky up above
And think what am I made of
Am I full of sorrow, Am I hurt and pain
Or am I filled with love?
I walk by myself on the streets below
And ask every child I know
Do you think tomorrow will bring sun or rain
Which one of these will show?
I can't say good bye to yesterday my friend
I keep holding on 'till the ( Read more... ) -
survey.
Tagged by: Chloe ( Read more... ) -
wrote this in 1st mod
I couldn't stop looking at her this morning. I'm weak. What's wrong with me? I guess even after going through hell I still have feelings for her. She just doesn't understand. It hurts so good. I'm still so confused & I don't know what to do. I can't help myself. I started shaking this morning looking at her. I don't know what's happening to me. I ( Read more... )