"Throw me a dream please, it's been a dreamless sleep ( Read more... )

So for a while I've thought I just lacked creativity and creative urges, but right now I really just want to do something creative. I just need supplies. But first I have to go Christmas shopping ( Read more... )

I wish school were over. I'm not excited about my jury. At least there's only really about a week and a half left. Damn, the first year of college is almost half over.

Lately, I feel a little overlooked.

I need to practice :-/.

Remembering happy moments in your life with fondness without feeling that twinge of sadness is tough. That twinge of sadness pulls on your heartstrings causing you to wish you were where you once were, but the logic that is your brain rudely knocks the sense back into you and says "don't be silly, you can't go back!" Pesky logic ( Read more... )

So I've noticed I'm an observer. I watch other people and make judgements (I know, terrible) on their actions to decide what I should do. But really who I am to decide whether what other people do is right or wrong? Well, it may sound smart (maybe not), but I'm not so sure. I feel like I'm a computer that scans for information and uses it to get ( Read more... )

I wish I didn't get so easily attached or I wish I could just as easily unattach myself ( Read more... )

*Sigh* I'm waiting for the leaves to fall again. I'm waiting for the temperatures to quell and the warm fuzzy feeling of a nice blanket. I'm pretending I'm not letting this happen again, but my heart can't lie to my brain anymore. I'm hoping maybe college will just slap me in the face because I know I need it. I need to wake up from this dream. ( Read more... )

In my head thoughts gather and bounce around but when I try to put those intricate thoughts into adequate words, I just lose my gusto and I feel like there's a malfunction in my synapses. It's like all the eloquence escapes me and I just spurt out short, choppy sentences that are barely discernible. I want to be eloquent, I want to express the ( Read more... )

Wow, I haven't updated this in FOREVER ( Read more... )

So today was not so great but I'm going to look past it and as Coach Ford says I'm going to wake up tomorrow and "strap my boots on." (yes, that's what I learned in Health class ( Read more... )