Whoa.

Got an email today saying that I got a virtual gift from LJ for my 19th anniversary. I didn’t realize how long I’ve had it! Haven’t checked in here for years. Thank goodness I remembered my username.

In 19 years, so much has changed. I’ve changed, the world has changed.

So a quick update on me:
- married
- 1 child
- 2 dogs
-going to therapy for ( Read more... )

Amigos only.
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Muchas gracias.
Danke.
Grazie.

I am...freaking out. OMG.  Seriously.   Since I currently don't have a job at the moment I have been applying to like random places.  I just want a job.  Doesn't matter what or where...I would just like a job.  Well...on a whim I decided to apply to JetBlue Airways for a flight attendant position.  And holy crap.  I was asked to come to New York ( Read more... )

I wish writing cover letters could be easy.  But it's not.  I wish the stuff could just roll off the top of my head.  But no.  Ugh.  Give me a paper to write, but not a cover letter.  I think about it too much.  And then I start worrying about how it's going to suck and not be able to grab the person's attention, etc etc.  You're essentially ( Read more... )

There are times, like right now, when I wish that I could just pack up my things and just leave everything; just take all my stuff and not care my responsibilities, family, problems, etc.  I wish sometimes that I didn't care so much about people, or about what they say or do.  I wish I was uncaring and selfish and alone.  I just wanna go and forget ( Read more... )

This post will be full of randomness.  I just haven't posted in a long time and felt....like I should...so here we go:

•  I loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee rain.  I really really do.  It's so calming.  It would be better if I were in some forest somewhere and it was raining.  It can be so pretty.  There's something about it raining that reminds me about my love ( Read more... )

I'm not in school.

I have no job.

I have no responsibilities at the moment.

And yet....this has been the most stressful time EVER.  I'll take trying to write a 7 page paper on environmental policies over this stuff any day!  OMG.  So much...unwanted stress.  This whole....looking for a job thing is so stressful, annoying, frustrating, depressing... ( Read more... )

Sometimes you just have to take a chance; you have to step out that bubble of yours and just do it. This is what I have to do.  I can't stay safe anymore; I can't just continue on this road just because it's familiar and safe.  No....as much as it scares me.....I gotta take a new road.  Boooooooooooooooooo.  It's just scary.  The uncertainty, the ( Read more... )

I just voted in the primaries!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  My first time ever!!!!  I was so excited!  I'm so proud of myself.  Since it was my first time voting I thought it was going to be really complex or whatever, but it was really simple!  Yay!  These elections are going to be so exciting, I just can't wait for the real elections!

I'm a ( Read more... )

So a childhood friend of mine got engaged.  ENGAGED!  I was like "What?".  I was shocked.  It seems like whenever I hear that someone I know has gotten engaged, my first thought is "They're too young!" or "They haven't been together for a while!".  It's always something negative.  I'm never initially happy for the person.  I don't know why.  Maybe ( Read more... )