It's done.  Over.  CTY stuff.....fin.  So I could be done by now...go home and stuff.  But I've opted to stay for two more weeks doing some other programs that they have here.  Sooooooooooo....more time in balimore for moi.  I liked working on the boats this summer.  It was fun; something new and challenging.  I didn't enjoy the driving the van ( Read more... )

Yeah.  So I haven't had access to the internet for a while now....well since I've been in baltimore really.  so a little over a month I guess.  Umm....things are good.  This job is really hard and stressfull.  I didn't think it was going to be, but man...I've had some rough times already ( Read more... )

So...I haven't written in a real long while. Internet at home is quite slow so I have no patience for it.  Ummmm...so I'm at home.  School's done.  And its really really hot here.  It's gross.

I've come to the realization that I really really don't like being at home.  I hate it.  I was so looking forward to coming home, seeing the family and such ( Read more... )

I'm dreading packing up my room right now.  Ehhhhh.  Don't.Wanna.Do.It.  I really don't.  I have sooooooooo much crap.  Mostly little things.  I tend to come home with more stuff than I came with.  Ehhhhhhhhh.  Don't wanna.  I wish I could just throw them all in one bag and be done with it.  But then I have to go through them once school begins... ( Read more... )

So I went to go buy a cake for myself...seeing as tomorrow is my birthday.  I'm always at school when it's my birthday so I haven't really celebrated for the past....4 years or so?  Yeah.  The whole birthday hoopla got kind of old after I started school.  But anywho...today I decided i'd go myself a cake.  I was super excited.  The best part of ( Read more... )

I JUST took my first final: environmental policy. Ugh. I...am...drained. That test......was hard. I hate T/F questions...cause one word can make it false. Annoying ( Read more... )

Feeling extra sad today. I just feel like shit. I'm tired. I'm worried. I'm so freakin' disappointed. It's like all these emotions...all out at once. Ugh. I'm just....I have no words. Sometimes you just have like a really really shitty day. And it's not becuase something happend...its because of all these emotions that you just sort of ( Read more... )

Goal for the summer: Get back in shape. Need to go to the gym. Gotta do it. I want abs. But that's like way hard. I need to shed some pounds yo. ::sigh:: I seriously cannot like sit on my ass all summer. I HAVE to workout or else. Argh ( Read more... )

Its scary to think that someone can just come up into your school and just shoot at people randomly. It's all very freakin' sad. Poor VT kids. Man...ugh..I just hope no one I know got hurt. Dear god...if it can happen at VT..it can happen anywhere. So sad....there are just some crazy messed up people in this world. I'm just like in shock.... ( Read more... )

Let's do a list...a random list!:

1) Feeling antsy right now for a variety of reasons..mostly because I've got a paper to do that I have yet to start on. Go me.

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