Yesterday was my first night alone in the house.  I was so bored it was horrible. I also had to go grocery shopping which I didn't want to do by myself. I don't know why I just hate doing things alone so that sucked I got about 7 things and no they aren't too healthy but I was depressed yesterday I didn't want to be looking at food. But I managed ( Read more... )

I've never felt so much heartache in my life before. Not even during my horrible break ups.  Not even when I left for Texas last year did I feel this much pain.  I'm not going to lie I have cried myself to sleep the past two nights.  It didn't even hit me that I was going to be saying goodbye to my little brother and mom until thursday night when ( Read more... )

For everyone who doesn't know I am staying in Michigan.  I am no longer driving my mom and brother down to Texas and staying. Which kinda sucks because I already quit my job and now I'm jobless for the time being. Good news is I'm going on vacation this coming week. So I am ready for that.  I'm excited to stay in Michigan but really depressed that ( Read more... )

So I've come down to a conclusion.  Which is to go down to Texas and stay a year until Nick gets his own place. I know it will be hard and I am told plenty of times in the day that I'm too young and we haven't been dating that long. Everyone just needs to know that it's different and time never matters. If you have feelings for someone thats just ( Read more... )

So, this seems to be the hardest decision I've ever come across.  I don't know what to do anymore.  My parents are divorcing, my mom is moving down to Texas with my brother.  I know how hard this will be for him since at his very same age I was packed up and moved across states to Michigan. However, I had my whole family.  I don't think he would ( Read more... )

saw 300 last night. I liked it, not as much as I liked Troy and Lord of the rings but you know it was still pretty kick ass ( Read more... )

Well, I'm going to start working at Island Sun which will be sweet....I wont have to spend lots of money there anymore....yes! I also get paid really good  but I'm keeping both jobs. My mom won't have it any other way. In fact she opened up to me yesterday because I was getting mad by the fact that I really didn't want two jobs and I would rather ( Read more... )

*I'm selling my car
*I want to go to school
*I want to have fun money and not constantly stress each and every moment of the day about my money.

I would seriously look at my calendar and see when I would get paid and what I would owe and it freaked me out. I would just get stressed and evil. I hate my life right now. Minus the fact that I have the ( Read more... )

My birthday was really good.  A lot better then what I thought it would be ( Read more... )

Well, It's been well over a year since I wrote anything in this.  and yes, a lot has happened in that year.  I've moved to Texas, lost friends, gained friends. pretty much, I'm tired of saying goodbye to people. It is something I ignore to do.  I remember before I left for Texas, I didn't hang out with anyone besides Jeff Kahayian.  Even though  we ( Read more... )