I have reached my breaking point in this house. A few days ago I lost it after hearing my grandma talk shit about  me behind my back to my aunt lori. Good thing she didn't know I was in the room next to her when it happened because I walked out and said something to her. I then went down stairs and told my mom I am not staying here another week. My ( Read more... )

So far Battle Creek hasn't been too impressing ( Read more... )

I miss Texas....
and I wish I knew what I was doing with my life...

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Unfortantly my (kinda)aunt joanie passed away on halloween so my mom and I plus aunt barb,debbie, dolores and uncle art and david are going down there tomorrow for the viewing and funeral. I'm really excited to go down there. I get to see my kitty Roxy who I left behind with grandma and grandpa, I hope she still likes me or there will be some ( Read more... )

I'm so tired of bills from hospitals. I finally got my hospital bill taken care of from last year in Texas. Now I'm dealing with another one from May of this year. I'm just stressed with it all. My doctor never told me I was going to get billed later on down the road for a procedure he had to do. Whatever. I just wan't all these bills to go away

 So last night nick and I rented Child's Play, I am still really creeped out by chucky, he's just freaky looking but my brother watched it with us and I knew it was a bad idea and I told him he didn't have to watch it. Well he ended up sleeping in my room last night and I have the smallest bed ever, it's a day bed so it has a twin size matress on ( Read more... )

I didn't sleep at all last night. I woke up at 3am then didn't fall asleep until 6am which then I had to wake up and go to my doctor appointment at 8 ( Read more... )

 -I'm nervous for my doctor appointment tomorrow. I just want to get it over with so I can not stress out about it. ugh.
-I love it when the leaves fall
-I miss the sun though, it's been raining too much
-I'm really excited for halloween
-Work is way too slow
-I'm excited for fall out boy in novemeber
-why am I always tired???

I don't know anything about analizing dreams and what not and yes I spelt that wrong but I really don't care haha. However, I've been having the most messed up dreams ever they are nuts ( Read more... )