Listless

[quiescere]

I started a new job back in the beginning of May.  I don't want to talk about that yet.

What's happening is, it's kicking my ass.  I am listless all the time.  I don't read any more.  I certainly don't write.

I have at least seven tabs open with new music I've been meaning to listen to, because I don't hear new music in day-to-day life any more.

Comments

[eccyntric]

When I was working I was horribly depressed a lot of the time. Not working has largely fixed it. While I'm certainly glad that the problem was fixable, I am terrified of getting another job, which is a bit inconvenient for the whole long term supporting myself thing.

[lorigami]

I hear you. it is a problem I don't know how to fix and still make a decent living. I'm sorry it's biting you in the arse.

[tzeca]

I know that feeling. I'm trying to reintroduce myself to all the things I used to enjoy that my job has ground out of me. Some have been more successful than others but none of them have fully recovered. I don't know that they can while I'm still in this job.