It's been a while since I've been out in the open... Usually I hide away from the crowds of people whom always seem to be staring at me, always seeing something wrong with me, or alot of the time wanting nothing to do with me.. Which I actually assume is for the better of things.. Better to be nonexistant than an existing freak as I see it ( Read more... )

People always staring at me... like I'm a freak.. people always expecting me to like, turn into an alien and burst through someone's chest while singing 'the Hanukah song'... or something.... Some follow me, which is actually a bit more intimdating than the staring, because the one's who follow me treat me like a lab experiment.. I don't blame them ( Read more... )

Don't underestimate me... I could suprise you...

It seems longer than 2 days, it really does. After a day of silence I now find I have two blonde women following me around. Like there isn't a whole bunch of other seats they can sit on besides my own? They seem to want something from me, or just want to rub it in my face they were graced with such things that I can, or could never, have. Speaking ( Read more... )

My mom dropped me off today at the airport, I think she was glad to finally be rid of me ( Read more... )