i don't even know what to write.. i hate days when i get jealous.. seriously tho if i could change one thing about me it would be to not get jealous anymore.. i would never be jealous and i wouldn't have to worry about stupid things i shouldn't worry about

Fianlly!!!!! I know you all must have missed me tons.. but I am fianlly back online.. i think it's been about a year yeahhh so once I have enough time, i'll catch you up on everything .. but thats all for now =)

So anymore I only update when I'm at a friends house since I no longer have a computer. I doubt anyone even still reads this. If you do still read, leave a comment so I'll keep writing. This summer is going by extremly fast, I can't believe I only have 2 more years of school - crazynessssss. Tom Petty is this Saturday, good time? I think so! In 23 ( Read more... )

Wow .. well summer is going ok .. my cousins came in from pittsburgh .. i'm still grounded but hopefully not for too much longer .. when i do get out i'm always down alyssa's which is always a good time. The play is in like 2 weeks i'm soooo excited but i still haven't sold enough ads so they're basically down my throat everyday telling me to get ( Read more... )

wow! i nneeevvvveerrrrr write in this anymore.
IT'S SUMMER!!!! .. so far the summer is going pretty well and i'm a junior now!!

umm cheer camp is wed. we cheer at the dream game this year

ok thats all bye

Melanie and Sara got drum majors!!!!!
Wooooo Congrats girls <333 !!!!

Well I'm in Pittsburgh right now with my cousins, it's fun. Yesterday we went to the Science center and saw Mr. Rogers Sky. Of course my cosuins and I found hilarious quotes to repeat numorous times thoughout the weekend, altough you won't think they are funny because you won't unbderstand them ( Read more... )

I really hate life anymore. Only 2 more years in this God-Forsaken place then I'm gone, hopefully very far away. I really hate my mom so much, who grounds their 16 year old? Oh well. I'm just about to the point where I don't care what she says anymore and I think I'm going to just start doing whatever the hell I want.. what's the worst she can do ( Read more... )

I wish I wrote in this more.. I wish I went online all the time .. or not ( Read more... )

confused? .. nope .. upset = (
What am I doing with my life? In my head I have it all figured out, but when it comes down to actually doing something about anything; I freeze. Just like a statue I stand there useless. Lately I've been crying__ holding a picture of my past and crying, just one picture but its true what they say a picture is worth ( Read more... )