I sit at home all day alone. No car because my dad uses it to go to work. No phone calls from 'friends'. No Clark because he's at work. And then Clark gets home and I don't care that I was grouchy and tired I want to see him. But no ... my dad says he has to get up early so he doesn't want anyone over. He acts like Clark and I are unruly and ( Read more... )

Last night was great. A definate good change from what has been going on previously. Got ice cream and gross hot dogs from Dairy Twist. Laid out on the trampolien trying to hide under the blanket from the rain. Made some kool-aid. Then watched Fast and the Furious. My parents were asleep so we didn't end up parting until about 1:30 am. Would ( Read more... )

I've been sitting here all day thinking of you. Wishing you could be here. But knowing, or rather, thinking that you'd be working late or working on your car after work, so I wouldn't get to see you. To find out you just had more important things to do. You act like you "forgot" to tell me and all, but in all reality you knew if you told me at ( Read more... )

This is only for my own enjoyment, so warning you now ... Nothing exciting to read at the following link.

( Come comfort me. )

You just have to take it as it comes. I guess I'm some huge liar by the way, so don't believe me. Look over there, an alien is coming to get you! Like the boy who cried wolf, I think? Not sure. Forgive and forget. I'm good at the forgiving part ... I live my life by that word. I need to learn to forget, because you can't live your life ( Read more... )

I'm so sorry for everything I've done to you! Was it revenge? Is that the reason. Just give me a reason!!! You don't kiss and touch someone unless you are attracted to them ... so stop telling me that you aren't. I know she is beautiful, trust me, you don't have to try and make me feel prettier. I wish I could be everything you wanted and ( Read more... )

I need $6,000. It is not actually that I need it, it is that I want it. For a certain something that would be nice to have. Maybe by the time I am 20 it will happen. I sure hope so?! We'll see. I'd say what is it I want but you'd all laugh. People are mean and always laugh at other people's dreams.

I wish that the storm that was supposed to hit us, actually hit us, and hit us hard, really hard. I wanted to spend the night with Clark. We can sleep during the day together, we can stay up late together, but we can't sleep during the late hours til mornining together ... that sucks. It's really sunny out. I wish Clark didn't work so late, ( Read more... )

I just had the worst night/morning of my life. I never thought that could happen to me. At least the person was honest, I didn't see that coming. What makes it worse is that it was my friend and someone I've always been jealous of. I hurt. Of course I forgave, but I wont forget. Am I terrible for not forgetting? It's just stuck there in my ( Read more... )

I just found out something. That I am hoping is a lie. I wont go into it much until I hear it from the source. But I wish people could be truthful, expecially at this stage in the game. Especially when we're this close? Come clean ... If not it will only make things worse.