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I want phone calls and letters and such...

I'm leaving on Thursday, so if you want a post card of anything of the such leave your address for me on here or e-mail it to me pinkduckies25@aol.com

1. I ____ Joy ( Read more... )

The ex is getting married. This shouldn't bother me, right? Because God knows I'm truly happy with Nick. But this bothers me. We've only been apart 6 months. He plans on wedding in October. I wish him all the happiness, but my heart is tugging in a way it's never tugged before. I just want it to stop. Maybe if I wish it away, it'll go. ( Read more... )

So today I'm chilling in lab. Eh 2 more weeks until vacation. We'll probably be vacationing in Gatlinburg, Tennessee. Yay. So glad that Nick will be joining my family on this vacation. <3 We'll get to wander around town by ourselves some. *pleasant grin ( Read more... )

Every time that I believe I'm done and over my past, it comes back to bite me in the rear. Why did he feel the need to come to MY store? Out of all the stores in Bessemer City...Why mine? And why did the customer at the drive-thru need oil? As soon as I walk out from behind the counter, I try to avoid HIM. He chases me down the isle yelling " ( Read more... )

So I'm just slightly eh right now. I'm sure glad I didn't want to go to church this morning.(Don't tell me you'll do something if you're not planning on it anyways) I'm kinda mad that he didn't call when he got off work like he said he would. Telling me not to talk about things to other people, but then he goes and does it? WTF? Someone please ( Read more... )

John and Nick have made it back to NC carefully. I missed my baby sooo freaking much...Teehee. <3 ( Read more... )

He's in Ohio now. Rawr. Miss him. :( 5 days. Not so long is it? =\

you could understand the pain and suffering. I just wish that things were as easy as everyone makes them sound. I just wish that this weren't my life ( Read more... )