Thursday, February 17, 2005 ( Read more... )

Until he leaves me. But he'll be back and they always say that distance makes the heart grow fonder. *sighs*

I'm going tomorrow to try to find another job. Along with getting my check, working out with Craig and trying to see my darling <3 ( Read more... )

I may stop using my journals for a while.. What cha think? I don't think many people read it anymore and now it's just useless stuff. Not sure *shrugs ( Read more... )

So I've realized just how MUCH I love him...beyond belief as I've always told <3 Song makes me think of how I feel bout him ( Read more... )

Something tells me that today is going to be quite the busy day....*sighs* I want phone calls, call me heffers...704*678*0840. x[angry]x Anywho, I'm going to go..I don't really feel like updating right now ( Read more... )

If you ever take him away from him, I'll never be me again. He is who I am. Who I've become. Who I want to be. I've fallen so hard. I couldn't bare to ever live without him. I've now become reassured that I don't ever have to face that fear. Well, I mean I have to face that fear because there is always the chance of death knocking at the ( Read more... )

See, I'm still alive! Just a bit bogged down by sickness. I shall be fine though. I forgot to take my meds this morning. Who wants to call me at 2 and remind me to take them ( Read more... )

That is until now. There are so many people I need to say things to, I just can't bring myself to it. So many people in my life deserve thank you's and some I'll probably never ever talk to again. So yeah maybe I need to do that. Maybe later in this entry ( Read more... )

Once upon a time I thought I needed you, now I realize that I don't. You say you want to be my friend, but yet the first time I say something you don't quite agree with(when infact I was just answering a question you asked) you walk away from me. That's not real friendship ( Read more... )

chinachic42 (10:45:00 PM): so how long has it been since you were with ( Read more... )