i don't want to admit that my bf isn't the one...but i know he isn't and it kills me bc i love him i really do..and i wish he was the one bc we do get along but i've known all along he isn't it...and i hate it...bc I know he loves me and would do anything for me and i dOn't want to break his heart..this is why I don't get in relationships....sigh ( Read more... )

BTW to anyone that does look at this. and is stalking me out.

FRIENDS ONLY :)

so if you wanna read and stalk my crazy life..then be my friend

hii ( Read more... )

you know i really do miss writing in this..it always did help to get this out but i am way to lazy to write in it anymore..but i do constantly be like well i really wanna you know typ ein it soon..im so obsessed with myspace and facebook..but its not the same as good old live journal haha ( Read more... )

I can't stand the fact that I don't know how to get over you.
I can't stand how you act like I never mattered.
I can't stand how we both know we could have something, but it could never happen anyway.meh another single valentine's day ( Read more... )

its been a long while..i plan on doing a real update when i get home on winter break on friday i caaaant wait

just one thing though..

do i have to really meet all the scumbags in the world?
honestly how many times will i have to get screwed over before it be right..

you always know how to let me down..

so..its about the 3rd week into my senior year..things seem to be going pretty well this year..and im happy..finially happy ( Read more... )

first i would like to say that when i am going to drink someone needs to take my phone and hide it until the next day bc my drunk exting is out of control. ahhh ( Read more... )

I like makingout with boys
end of story.

so its been a while since i updated..but its better than waiting a year like i usually do..haha..nothing special has really been going on..just finished my last summer class..dont really know how that went...been bringing stuff to my apt at school..thats fun im kinda excited to move in offcially..and ive been finishing out some work..i realized i ( Read more... )