Holy Cow I am not looking forward to going back to school... I want to be lazy forever. Oooo well I am excited because going back means warmer weather, workin' out, aaaand a PUPPY! Just a couple more weeks ( Read more... )

Every time I try to read for religion I fall asleep.  The only thing to keep me awake is to eat or get some music going... but then I'm not studying either.  Soooooo I will update because I had the most awesomely wonderful weekend!

I am soooo thankful for my friends, they keep me sane.  The Navy lax game on Saturday was lots of fun.  I got to know ( Read more... )

Too many things in my life are unfinished and it bothers me.  There are too many "..."'s
I could rant for hours (but that's Rach's job hehe jk I like readin' em) I'd rather be vague though, it is way more fun.  I hate getting phone calls at 2:30 a.m. that make my heart ache yet for some reason I smile.  I guess it is nice to know I am not forgotten ( Read more... )

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I want to be wise.  I want to be able to follow everyone's advice and be perfectly ok.  No matter how many times I tell myself that I will be fine my heart doesn't listen.  It makes sense in my head so why does it bother me?  I guess it will get better with time... but now I have no plan, I don't know what I want and that is so freakin' scary.  I ( Read more... )

Well it's over... I am trying to stay angry just to keep from hurting. I keep telling myself it is for the best, I am busy, I need to worry about school, it was bound to end sometime. I just wish it hadn't been so harsh...

who wants to be my valentine?

1. Your full name: Megan Elizabeth ( Read more... )

Holy cow where to begin?!
I had a fabulous time with some really fun girls... here are some highlights
-the tube... once we had it figured out
-having a professor buy me a gin and tonic
-buying aaaany drink I wanted at the pub... o so empowering hehe
-my absolutely amazing long pink coat purchased at Harrod's!  I'm too darn cute in it
-British tv... it ( Read more... )

I hate feeling guilty... it doesn't matter what I choose someone will get mad or hurt. Why can't I just do what is logical? Why can't that be ok with everyone? I don't like having to pick one friend over the other... especially when I'm wary both ( Read more... )

never have i felt so lost and alone...

what are you supposed to do when your little fairytale comes to a screeching halt because your prince tells you that he felt like he didn't love you?

things are changing... is it everyone else or just me?
i need a sign or something... something that lets me know i'm something to someone