Alright, so I realized last night that sitting around wishing, hoping, praying, aching, and craving my cd's is not going to bring them back to me ( Read more... )

me and stephen hung out today. he picked me up after practice, and we went to pine street. looked at the city and talked about how fucked up shit was. and talked and sat and stared. then we left, and got pulled over. he got a ticket. and now i'm here...predictably blaming myself for everything and anything that comes it's way. but i just read zoe's ( Read more... )

'everything is temporary' ~clare

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i am tired of letting it all affect me. letting it pull me down. it just gets so loud in my head sometimes, everything going at once...and at the core of it all..complete lack of self worth.

thanks to all

i am sorry for my insistent need to post stupid entries.

i live in such a world of excuses and lies to my own self sometimes. it's like i can completely convince myselfinto believeing someone thing about someone. i dont know..i just love to believe i have something with someone....some bond..where they wont pull shit. and i absolutely trust them..it's funny, youknw ( Read more... )

2 am in the fucking morning.
talking to people
whom i'm quite enjoying the company of at the moment.
music plays and whisps through my brain with thoughts of industrial seattle settling...

hot box it?
anal?
yes i think so.

freedom rules.

mahaha..it looks like i said vaggie chips....like vagina chips!
hahahah

One word:
bananna
vaggie chips
cast
toy cars
kidney stones
red curly hair
cell phones
class
pumpkins
movies
couches
AND KRISTEN MOYA
:D

yea, so it's beautiful today. fall is wonderful. life is neat. people are infinite. and yea.....just...yea. :D

elliot smith is dead.
what the fuck?