urgency is the word ( Read more... )

I am ill at ease with lack of anxiety ( Read more... )

low-rent came and went, and I was exhausted from two days of circus in the abstract and of having to hear him speak. He knew too well how confident, visionary, sociable he was, and how important his circus is to my life. This made him insufferable. Everyone around agreed they knew no one more egotistical ( Read more... )

things got really bad, and they felt much worse ( Read more... )

this is only difficult because experience is inherently emotional ( Read more... )

keep thinking I hit the bottom point of turnaround and then I stumble further ( Read more... )

maybe what I am learning is that my hand is inherently optimistic ( Read more... )

In vermont at Tamsin's house, long-weekend of lazy productivity, reading and writing e-mails for hours between very very new england outings to town fair, church, sterling college, cabot cheese factory ( Read more... )

pleasant on the surface, life right now is filled with pullings both ways ( Read more... )

In my house, I wake up and wander to the porch and emma is standing naked in the rain and I join her ( Read more... )