It's strange to come here and read all my old entries and realize just how much I've changed over the past 3 years, but also how much I'm still exactly the same.

He's gone. He left on Wednesday ( Read more... )

He got me a diamond necklace for my birthday.
That was last week, but I thought I'd gloat about it here.

ps I almost forgot how to post an entry.
Sorry LJ.

What an emotional fucking Spring Break.

He's gone.
Only for 19 days this time. This isn't even the big one.
I can do this, right?

I don't understand how one person can make me so incredibly happy.
Except he told me he hates it when I say "I have to pee". Whoops!

As if I didn't have enough stressful crap going on in my life, now my mom "doesn't approve ( Read more... )

Life is crazy. Insane.
I don't get it.

I don't think I've ever been so happy and angry and confused all at the same time.

There is so much going on right now I don't know what to do with myself!!!!!!!

I'm at home. Not at school ( Read more... )

My mom just asked me if I think I'm depressed.
I didn't know what to say.

On another note:
GAHHHHHHH DJKSF HRGJK
SENIOR EXIT I HATECHOO!

HE'S NOT JOINING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yessssssssssssssssssssssssss.
I knew things would look up! Hahaha

"You know... I know I said I was 100% sure I wanted to do this.. but I was only 50/50"
"THEN WHY DID YOU ALMOST SIGN UP?!"
"I JUST DON'T KNOW QUINN! I JUST DON'T KNOW!"

Hahaha.
Oh, Army!