i thought i could play this game...

but i guess not.

in the small amount of time that i watched television yesterday, i must have heard the phrase "everything happens for a reason" about seven times....umm, thats gotta mean something right ( Read more... )

raising hell ( Read more... )

don't walk too close ( Read more... )

yesterday was november 2nd ( Read more... )

who are you to make me feel so helpless?

what do i do when there isn't any hot water left to drown?

where is this inbetween that is the only thing that can cradle me?

why does this seem so unfinished?

when i want to get drunk by myself just so i can get tired quickly, fall asleep and dream to not remember.

i dyed my hair ( Read more... )

the drive up to santa barbara was smooth. megan driving and jenny and i singing in our water bottles to britney spears at the silly uptight los angeles folks... haha, but one ugly old mexican guy tried to give us his number! hehe..awww ( Read more... )

all right all right ( Read more... )

i'm still on this emotional rollercoaster but i'm dealing with it one day at a time. i'm just trying to let the little things not affect me ( Read more... )