Well Andy Roo is the Big ONE!!!
That year went fast. I miss the infant stage and I know there are no more babies in the cards for us it is a wierd feeling knowing that this is the last "1" bday we will celebrate. I guess it is a process to come to terms with that. Greg reminds me there is still lotsnof first we will have with the boys. But as I ( Read more... )

Our family to be healthy.
Peace.
More good times than bad.
Love and laughter. 

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Holy.

Since Matthew has started school and I went back to work part time life seems to be moving at a rapid speed. I didn't think I could possible feel busier, more stretched and fatigued.

Guessed wrong.

I have become a slave to be a task by task, hurdle by hurdle, day by day living sorta gal.

Last few nights I have survived only by finding reading ( Read more... )

So. For the first time in my life I overheard my parents tell each other "I love you"  In such a stressful time in our lives it was just what I needed to feel a sense of relief.

Dad has been hospitalized for over three weeks. Still we wait for a team of doctors to decide how exactly they will proceed with his care. The short story is his heart ( Read more... )

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Six months today I got to finally hold my little man. The first time I actually remember holding him was when I woke up to a whimper from beside my hospital bed as he could barely be heard. He had a soft wind pipe. He sounded weak but boy was he strong and full of life.  I picked up my baby boy. Only him and I were there and I felt that instant ( Read more... )

Listening to birds chirping outside my bedroom window. Cool breeze coming through. The fresh air smells so good and has put Andy in a nice deep sleep.  Matthew is beside me reading a book. I am stroking his hair. Greg has is eyes closed and looks peaceful  after a ten hour work day. I am grinning because the three people that I love the most are ( Read more... )

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Holy Cow...I have a moment to myself? This is crazy! And the dishes are done and I am listening to actual adult themed music. Cool ( Read more... )

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