Just had that awkward realization that Christmas is going to be different this year because one of the people who is always there, that I'm always supposed to see, is dead. That "oh I'll be able to see her on Chr- ...wait nevermind" thought ( Read more... )

No but seriously, I wasn't even kidding when I wrote this entry. I don't have the smarts, patience, money, or desire to go to medical school. However, medical stuff is interesting. Medical stuff is really fucking interesting. Like a normal little kid, I'd always ask why about everything. In fact, my favorite books were all about why things are the ( Read more... )

So... Friday night I spent from 8pm-1am at school, in a lab, doing an engineering project. I just finished the write-up to make it beautiful, and while looking over the requirements, my partner and I seemed to miss the little tidbit about how "therefore the minimum joint-to-joint length in the theoretical truss must also be greater than 0.5L." We ( Read more... )

I HAVEN'T BEEN HUNGRY FOR HOURS AND ALL I'VE BEEN DOING IS EATING ( Read more... )

...I went to office hours for calc earlier because I got a problem half right and got zero on it. When I went to see her, she looked at me and asked "Do I know you?" "...I'm in your multivariate class" "Oh. Well. I've never seen you before" "Yeah, I usually sit towards the back" ... regardless, this woman is evil. She looked at my work and tried to ( Read more... )

Apparently, the guy who hit me did not have insurance to cover damage to vehicles, so our insurance company had to re-estimate the damage to send us a check for the repair. This time, they decided that the car is in fact drivable. Apparently the microscopic crack in the tail light doesn't actually exist. Regardless, Dan's getting $1500 whether he ( Read more... )

I am one of the few people I know that actually drinks milk as an enjoyable beverage. Not chocolate milk, just ... milk. Usually I will only drink it when eating something chocolate, but not necessarily. That said: I bought milk the other day. I have only used a tiny amount, to make mac and cheese. I believe that's 1/4 of a cup. It has an ( Read more... )

I am very tired. What else is new ( Read more... )

I just had a lucid dream! That rules. I don't even know how it happened. It was relatively scary and video game like, where I kept having to drive off or drive away from where ever I was. It was incredibly realistic. I realized it was a dream when I hit someone, and whoever was in the car with me started freaking out that "you just hit that guy!" ( Read more... )

Breathe in, breathe out, survive ( Read more... )