So I dropped my China, Japan, & the US class. I couldn't take it anymore. On Friday, my professor laughed at me. I mean, not because I was trying to be funny. She forced me to say something (as usual) and I made my usual dumb comment, except I guess it was extra dumb this time because she actually started laughing in a way that said, "You're dumb ( Read more... )

Okay, SO I talked to Mona today. I guess the exams thing really is the problem. I remember her telling me she had an exam on the Wednesday after I came, but she wasn't worried about it because she'd still have Monday and Tuesday to study. However, she just found out about 2 other exams she has that week... and Sarah has 3 exams, 2 quizzes, AND a ( Read more... )

So, I've been trying to stay away from here, but I just can't do it. I went through the process of creating a Blogger and set it up and everything, but I can't bring myself to make the final switch. I've just had my LiveJournal for so long and... *sigh* So I decided I'll write all of the stupid, silly girly entries about my life in here (which is ( Read more... )

So I'm considering getting a Blogger account, because as far as I can tell they don't put advertisements on your blog there... I'm kind of sad, but it's really bothering me. Or maybe I'll start using my old Blurty... I want to know if there's a way I could transfer all of my posts. Doing it by hand would take forever. But maybe a fresh start is ( Read more... )

So I've felt this way for a while, but I've been thinking about it more recently. I feel like I have no sense of identity. Not in a bad way. I don't really have a problem with it, I just feel like everyone else has it. Or at least they pretend to. Like, I feel like I'm "supposed to" have this great pride about being an American or being a part of ( Read more... )

Personality Disorder Test Results Paranoid |||||| 30% Schizoid |||||||||||||||| 66% Schizotypal |||||||||||||||| 62% Antisocial |||| 14% Borderline |||||||||||||||| 66% Histrionic |||||||||| 34% Narcissistic |||||| 30% Avoidant |||||||||| 38% Dependent |||||||||||||| 58% Obsessive-Compulsive |||||||||||| 42% Take ( Read more... )

When I was in 5th grade, I pretended that I couldn't see things close up and that I got a lot of headaches. I'm guessing it was probably to get out of practicing my instruments, although I don't remember for sure anymore. My mom took me to see an eye doctor, and he figured out that I was bullshitting, so he had me sit outside of the room while he ( Read more... )

UM SO. I'm kind of pissed off right now. Apparently when other people view my LiveJournal page a huge, ugly advertisement banner shows up next to all of my text. I know most people just read this on their friends page, but I'm still pissed off that I didn't know about this. Like, it's probably been this way for a while now, and I just never noticed ( Read more... )

So today in the dining hall I started thinking and I got the sudden urgent feeling of, "I need to get out of here. Immediately." Of course, nothing is immediate in my life, but I think I'm seriously thinking (yea, I know... I make sense to me) about transferring. Or dropping out. I know I went through the whole 'I'm dropping out wah wah wah' drama ( Read more... )

So I basically fell off the face of the earth. Earth being LiveJournal in my previous sentence. I'm back at school. I think it's better than being at home. I definitely don't miss going to work. My classes are pretty good. I only have one class I really dislike (China, Japan, & the US), but it's a GenEd, so I'm just going to have to suck it up and ( Read more... )