I am still sick, and I now have an added sore throat and lack of voice. Yeah my mom said I sound like a mouse. Great kick start at working at Papa's again. Being sick instead of being able to function properly and work. And I have to say to my body *WHY WON'T YOU WORKKK!!!!!*. Yeah, sucky suck suck.

I am sick. My stomach feels nothing short of being beaten like a punching bag. I couldn't even sleep last night it was so bad. Yeah. Poor me.

I had to not go to work for my 2nd shift tonight.

Rest..time to rest..

I am a happy person. Not like uphorically happy or anything. I just feel like a functioning person again. I do not feel like a helpless child anymore. I am not drinking still, but smoking is full game buddy! I am now working full time at Papa's Pizza in Fairhope. Yes, I am happy they hired me back. I think I will ask for a raise soon though. I need ( Read more... )

I don't really know what to think about it now. It seemed kind of strange being in that place. What do I think, or say..what???? I think that I should just be high. Forever.

The End.

So, it goes like this, I cannot sleep, so I figured I would share a lot of writing. This is for you jupiblue .

Oh yeah, if you feel like reading, go for it. But Please if you read it, I would like input. Ofcourse if you read it, and don't say anything about it..I really won't know..heh heh..err yeah.

( I want to be a paperback writer.. )

I have felt this overwhelming sense of understanding the past few days. It is as if I can see things through the eyes of something, or someone greater than myself. Or perhaps not greater, perhaps just different. My life is consumed by a countless stream thoughts. I center a lot of my thinking around very abstract things, along side with very simple ( Read more... )

I have left the community aim_whores because, it is just not working for me! Too many guys asking for sex, and asking in rude ways, or being insistent. I mean isn't that pretty audacious, to ask for sex via online, and get mad and stomp off when you get turned down? I think it sucks, so no more of that. I got other things to work on anyways.

Sluggish...I'm floating on the autum air.. and it is glorious. Simply glorious.

( Pretty )

So I wake up to Crystal telling me that Mom was on the phone. I heard Mom all frazzled on the answering machine. She was saying something about putting photoalbums up high and stuff, and how Baldwin county is a state of emergency. So yeah, gotta pack and get the fuck out! I hope all our stuff doesn't gret ruined!

I got a computer working at home, don't know how long it shall last. AMANDA is going back to the mountain area today, and I shall miss her. I wuv you Amanda ( Read more... )