I dont need the approval of my vanity to feel good. I already have what makes me feel good.

The thought of you makes me want to vomit.

Its very hard to stand strong when someone repeatedly beats you down. Especially when its over not standing up for yourself enough. How is yelling at me for not standing up for myself going make me feel strong and be able to stand my own? Its just going to wear me down more. Thanks for caring, but could you do it some other way? Thanks.

I am in control of my life, I am in control of my life, I am in control of my destiny.

It really bothers me to the point of hurting my feelings when someone tries their hardest to break me down, especially over a difference of opinion. I am an individual with feelings, with opinions, that deserve to be respected, not trampled all over.

Every once in a while I feel the need to put my thoughts down, I guess today is one of those times ( Read more... )

I thought friends were people you could trust. I thought they were people you could talk to and rely on no matter what. I thought friends were people who didnt judge you. So i guess that means you are no longer my friend. And I guess maybe I am better for it.

Ok, so I guess I will update out of Ashleys request since no one else has yet. Ive been meaning to, but with certain moods and emotions I didnt really feel like it was the appropriate time. So here goes ( Read more... )

The past is a funny thing, flooding your senses with nostalgia. You can remember the way the air smelled, the way everything looked, the sounds and people you could hear, the taste of a food you ate, and the feel of the warmth or cold in the air. It all comes rushing back to you, in one big gush. You smile at first, and maybe even want to cry. Its ( Read more... )

Im tired of feeling like I cant get a word in. She is so far up your ass thats impossible to say something to you without her fucking interrupting, and you fucking let her get away with it. You pay attention to her instead. I try and talk and she comes up just because you are giving someone else attention and  you give it to her EVERY FUCKING TIME ( Read more... )