I don't make excuses for anyone anymore. I find this quite refreshing. I still have questions and doubts, but I'm practicing ignoring them. I'll figure out what I want soon. I hope ( Read more... )

Be quiet! why this anxious heed
About your tangled ways?
God knows them all. He give you speed
And He allows delays.
It's good for you to walk by faith
And not by sight.
Take it on trust a little while.
Soon will you read the mystery aright
In the full sunshine of His smile.

I played drop-in tonight and it felt amazing. I have no negative feelings toward anything that happened. Probably because for the first 45 minutes of it, I actually tried and kept up. Funny how easy it is when I'm not psyched out by the fact that there are 6 boys there that I feel are judging my performance. ahhh I miss playing hockey that matters ( Read more... )

I miss the sound of your voice ( Read more... )

Lately I've been totally focused. It's great.

Remember when I used to waste my time
on you.

ps you're hot =]

i'm  so over everything, i don't even need to write it on lj.

i'm  so over everything, i don't even need to write it on lj.

so many things have changed, but everything's still the same.

"
Sometimes I'm sick of loving everyone. I'm sick of being the one people depend on. I'm sick of depending on people. I care so much the skin under my fingernails bleeds and turns black, but I am rarely held, recognized, encouraged. Sometimes loneliness makes me more vague and cryptic.
"

today at work i was straightening some gloves and i came to the realization that i dont really want a boyfriend at all. i dont think i want any kind of relationship because i am deathly afraid of seeming vulnerable to someone and putting myself out there. its wayy out of my comfort zone and i dont stray too far from that area ever. all through hs i ( Read more... )