when is it going to end? it's been 4 years this month. that son of a bitch destroyed me. i am not the person i used to be. i will never be that person again. i will never find happiness. i will never find love. i will never find peace. i wish it would all just go away. i wish i could erase him from my memory. but it doesnt work like that. there is ( Read more... )

I'm so sick of this. I'm so tired of trying so hard when it gets me nowhere. I don't think I can do it anymore. I can't. I'm done.

my eyes hurt from crying;
my heart aches from trying.
my wrist burns from cutting,
and in the end I still have nothing.

It's like you're a drug
It's like you're a demon I can't face down
It's like I'm stuck
It's like I'm running from you all the time
And I know I let you have all the power
It's like the only company I seek is misery all around
It's like you're a leech
Sucking the life from me
It's like I can't breathe
Without you inside of me
And I know I let you ( Read more... )

i might as well just die. cause really, who would care?

Can you forgive me again?
I don't know what I said
But I didn't mean to hurt you

I heard the words come out
I felt like I would die
It hurt so much to hurt you

Then you look at me
You're not shouting anymore
You're silently broken

I'd give anything now
to hear those words from you

Each time I say something I regret I cry "I don't want to lose you."
But somehow ( Read more... )

I've got no place in my heart for a criminal like you to dwell,
in this endeavor, make this last forever...
I'm just delirious,
You can't be serious,
You're so infamous for leaving me a mess...

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