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"Mundane Ketamine"
you could have a pair of wings, just to guide your fall,
there will be no tears or medicine, when there is nothing left at all.
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In my captive, I owe them none
Under sun, listless is that call, that i heard once raised from earth,
martyred by sight, I spread them thin on the cross of pain i borrowed to feel my own, like no sentence or scolding I felt justice before served,
In plenty we starve, and angels gather to grieve their darlings, a piece of every time i tried,
in others lives i stole, i found the ( Read more... ) -
The Great Wide-Eyes Act
It gets late in slow movements, a fidget in my seat before i plummet
The hole is wide and deep, i can tell by the lights on the street,
But I'm feathered and light, almost iron pressed, from pounds of flesh,
I removed for the look of them, a little grey or black, now I fall slower and wish they were back,
I forget to open my eyes, to watch things ( Read more... ) -
"Mandatory"
In my dependence for gloved hands lay a question, was it my face or the weather under which it stumbled? So plain that I with doubt, forced my own will, advised by something beyond my control and laced with veins, whose heavy gaze i lifted for shade. But after all that i had given, to press her cheek against that lowest lid, she still turned away, ( Read more... ) -
"We are so back.... and forth."
I've never been much of a quitter, but i also know my limits. So consider this another update... I moved away from home to a different city, I cut off like half of the things holding me back, i joined a new music scene (that was a while ago but yeah), I started a new job with more effort required, I channeled my inner hikikomori, I learned that one ( Read more... ) -
The Other Side Of Thursday
how much of our lives do we spend trying be somewhere else
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Hug my bones
I'm still waiting for the snow, I don't need you, I can go missing on my own.
In my thimbles on fingers to cigarette lips, I find the lining of flesh for abuse that we give,
They will call my name until it gets old, it will lose meaning, my body will mold.
Its a bad photo on my posters so when they found my body I took them down myself, because ( Read more... ) -
“I don’t know how to do this anymore”
Hello… so this is an update ig ( Read more... )
