i don't know how to explain what i'm feeling.
its kind of like nostalgia,
for something i've never had.
it has crept upon me and it's like i want to turn back and remember something that was never there

or maybe it is?

i just want it so bad.

i'm scared for them to move.  because i'm scared to be without them.

i want to be the one moving,
i want to be the ( Read more... )

i just want the 
best for 
everyone.
every race,
sexuality,
species,
gender,
age.

so i don't think i'm going to israel.

it would be the better if i stayed here.
with my friends.
and saw them graduate, and had a crazy last 420, and went to prom, and opened my own college letters, and ( Read more... )

to say anything ( Read more... )