i never update this, right now im dying my hair and i hope it comes out looking good or ill have to fucking cry. i miss lauren because the days when theres nothing to do shes always someone that i can find something to do with. shes coming with me to maryland and we're going to get crunk every night and have mad fun. i cant go there without her ( Read more... )

god. what the fuck i realize more and more every day that people are fucked up in the head and have problems. SHIT people are fucked up. it makes me sick.

people are fucked up, ive learned who are my real friends and who arent, people can be so fucking fake to your face and then think something totally different about you. im sorry but id rather hear the full truth straight out, it fucking saves me time. thanks.

that last entry was from lauren. she is mentally challenged ;)

im a nymphomaniac
nigga nigga nigaa nigaa
fuck me dirty fuck me hard baby

i havent written in this one in awhile. but hmm i guess ive been alot better lately, ive learned alot about myself and ive learned not to care so much about the petty things. fuck medication, its all bullshit and i feel fine without it. maybe i just needed a little time to figure myself out. shit has been only getting better and i like it this way ( Read more... )

right now i kinda feel like dying.

i tend to get let down alot.

happy happy happy happy.

i want to know who actually READS my journal. let me know who you are. anyways ive been feeling really anxious lately, i dont know why, it doesnt effect my mood but im just like FD hg:jdhdEsj ugh. im so happy though at the same time? i think i know why, but i dont want to reveal why for awhile. also i dont know if thats the only reason? im just a ( Read more... )