I GOT MY ORDERS!... But I have to do a background Investigation before I leave! So im supposed to leave in December 05. Yeah thats really helpful! HAHAH anyway Im Happy that I got them but stressed cause I dont know if im going to be delaied here!?!?

Well thats all for now ill keep you posted!

Much Love!
Ian

I hang up the phone and cant stop smiling! I know I only talked to you a few hours ago but I still have the high. I know I just have a couple of week till I can see you but it seems like a life time. The past months have passed under a blur and now the minutes creep by like weeks and the days fly by like seconds. I'm just afraid if I blink the ( Read more... )

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I made It! It feels like Christmas in November! Ive been feeling soo good the last couple of days i cant wait to see what the weekend holds. If anyone wants to talk and I do mean ANYONE!! Please CALL ME!! You know I always love hearing from you. So now im going to go celebrte Cali style! Im going to a diner! Wish you guys could be here with ( Read more... )

So I've had some amazing energy the last few days. I go through the last couple of screenings for my next assingment today. Cross your fingers and hold your breath ( Read more... )

The cold bites me. Even through this thick jacket I feel it. I close my eyes for a second and I feel the warmth of the sun a thousand miles away. God I miss you. I open my eyes and my world goes from orange and blue to grey and green. Your voice carries over the howl of the wind. I let my fears go and take in the bitter winter air. ( Read more... )

You know those days when you just want to be home in your bed with some REAL home made chicken noodle soup? Yeah today is one of those days. Except home is really about 2,000 miles away. They say home is where your heart rests and my heart is in cali. Now let me expalin why i feel HALB (only for those of you who know.) For the past three days ( Read more... )

So I went diving this weekend for my PADI certification. I had a beach dive on saterday at Shaw's cove in Laguna Beach "the real oc" and then three boat dives on sunday off catalina. Yeah thats all thats going on in my life. As for those of you keeping score at home the count is 13 days.

Love ya!

So I have been lazy lately. I've been tired but thats ok cause staying up late is fun. Its weird to think that in about 3 weeks i wont be able to talk to all of you like i do now. Thats ok. I'm ok with it. I want to serve as an example for others that need the strength to carry them through dark and lonely hours. so im enjoying everything for ( Read more... )

Im crying now. A single tear strems down my cheek. I wish someone was online so i could feel their presence through the jumbled letters that make up emotions. I'm thinking about my emotions and choices; What to say to people and what not to say. I wish that the latter of the two wasnt the longer list. What do you say when the moment comes and ( Read more... )