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Almost-BFF
To the friend for half my conscious life: I thought we were thereWe had times of trials but we conquered it, and maybe i was too full of myself to think that i played a part. Whenever i hear others speaking about you, i fought against my own logical mind and argued for you instead. There were countless number of times i looked to you for comfort, ( Read more... ) -
Lifetime.
Bam. Last hit. The bell goes during the half time heat and of course, i am on my back again. Even more bruised than before, but i did not try to stand up this time. Instead, i closed my eyes and let the feeling of failure drive through my body. I feel cold, emotionless and lonely while my demons win this battle once again. I got dragged across the ( Read more... ) -
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"For me, when I really search myself, it doesn’t feel like an affair. For me… It feels like I’m coming home." -
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"What more would i want? What more shld i deserve? Isn't that all determined by me? What have you not given me?"
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i love you i hate you
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"The only way from up is down"
"Yes", I thought to myself. I played angel and devil with myself for a little while and then I began to think about the reality again. Things don't change, people do. People change in the scariest ways; appearances, behaviors, mentality and brutality. As I list these things I knew I was only wasting my time, but as ( Read more... ) -
Sixth November xx
To think of all spaces of how it already is, makes me feel so unsafe, so revealed and so intruded. Thinking of how i can no longer have the same peace in mind whenever i write something here, (or there) makes it feel that my own "world" has been taken away from me. For quite a long time now i've faced this problem, yet it kills me every time i ( Read more... )
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