Dude so much as happened since January its kinda crazy. I had like two or three panic attacks within like a week and that was crazy. i am again at a friends rn bc i got mad at my parents. but now i really wanna go home but the sims 4 mods havent updated and if i go home i am definitely playing the sims 4 and i cannot play that game without mods ( Read more... )

So basically, there was a funeral today that I had to attend for one of my aunts. it was vv christian tons of prayer and god yk all that. i was so uncomfortable and i couldn't leave. it was so demeaning and i am never attending one again unless i can skip that part. its also super boring. i am not christian idk what i am but i KNOW i am not that. ( Read more... )

first 2023 post. i recently found out i am diagnosed with bipolar disorder which does explain a lot now that i think about it. it feels very validating. nothing intresting has happened to me lately so i have nothing to write. :(

I've been better. Turns out my period was coming and thats why I was so everywhere. My mental illness and period were working against me it seems. I am not looking forward to school coming back next month. but im closer to summer break so lose win. I want to get a nose piercing and my parents said yes i just have to pay for it. I could ask grace ( Read more... )

December 25 and 26.

Yesterday was a very hard day. Mainly because my parents forgot abt me for christmas. I was literally on my last leg. I was crying because my cats couldnt be inside and its so cold out there. i feel like a dead beat dad because they cant come inside or im too scared to ask bc they might actually say no. I almost met God the ( Read more... )