Another year and it looks like I'm still dodging bullets. I'm feeling unsettled - the team was solid in LA, but it wasn't my men, not the people I'm used to working with. I miss being a part of a team again, knowing without a doubt that they have my back ( Read more... )

My new orders just got sent over. And it looks like, despite all their quizzing me on the state of the apocalypse, that they don't want me in Sunnydale right away, after all. Even though I told them I'm pretty sure that whatever is going to go down? Will end up going down there ( Read more... )

I don't have a lot of time. The brass found out I was posting here and aren't particularly happy about it - they're worried I'll inadvertently reveal details of either my mission or information they deem classified. Even though I've assured them that I will maintain the utmost caution, they're not convinced ( Read more... )

I had a good talk with Jess Voigt the other day. It helped distract me from some of the things that have been happening lately. I've been feeling a bit down, it feels like there's been so much pressure on me and there's not anybody I can really turn to ( Read more... )

Well. The last couple of weeks have been hell. I don't even know why I bother saying that - it's pretty much status quo around here. With our medic out of town we just had the assistant and ( Read more... )

Long few nights. Haven't had any sleep, not proper sleep, in a few days. We've got the brass breathing down our necks about the number of confirmed HST kills. They want proof that the funding is being used wisely. Hell. Vamps dust. How the hell do you prove a vamp kill, bring in a baggie filled with ash? That's gonna go over really well ( Read more... )

Thank god. I got the word today, Jenkyns is going to make it. He's still pretty banged up, but he's going to pull through. Only problem is - now that we know he's going to be OK? I just know that Jess has a ton of questions about what the hell could have happened to put him in that kind of shape. I've been managing to avoid her so far, but it' ( Read more... )

Damn it ( Read more... )

First I was sick and now ( Read more... )

I hope the team is ok out on patrol without me. I tried to get up to do a round tonight but I could barely walk and Jess immediately made me lie back down, muttering about fevers and dehydration ( Read more... )