Wow, I went clubbing last night. I never go clubbing, but it was an interesting experience. Ben McKenzie is FREAKY when he's drunk, he started stripping (not that I minded hehe) and singing Madonna a cappela. Mischa, Olivia, Lindsey and I were all giddy and kept on hiccuping and seeing double, and Olivia and Mischa broke into a fight about whether ( Read more... )

This entry is a desperate cry for a sign. I'm sunk. I haven't written because I've turned away from as much as I could. The show has been my only outlet. I don't know how I pull myself up in the morning to do this. I'm an idiot. I'm an ass. I should never be forgiven.

Paris here I come
Right back where I started from
Pa-a-aris
Pa-a-aris

Hehe I'm feeling a bit silly right now. I'm going to Paris! The city of awesomeness!

Sorry I haven't updated in so long. Kate Bosworth explained the whole thing to me and it turns out, I was just being paranoid (as usual). Adam and I have kissed and made up, so it's all good right now

I still have a bit of a jealousy streak going on. After shooting an episode, the cast went to JaiRoja's to eat. When I got up to go to the bathroom, I come back to see Adam flirting with Kate Bosworth. Mind you, I have nothing against Kate, she's a nice girl, but she's moving in on my territory, it feels like. Orlando was nowhere to be found, I ( Read more... )

I might be on the market again. Adam and I got into a huge fight and we really hate eachother now. He's going on telling Brandon and Ben about what a bitch I am, and needless to say I'm not too thrilled about that. Mischa is great to have around, she's so nice and has the most fucking awesome sense of humor, she's a mood-lifter. I need someone like ( Read more... )

Well, I hope everyone had a happy Valentine's Day. I did, I got 3 boxes of Godiva chocolates from Adam and a boquet of yellow roses. I love him!! I gave him Harold and Kumar Go to White Castle, the funniest movie ever created, Keane's CD, and a giant hersey bar. Sorry that I haven't posted in a while, I'll try to more often.

Shooting another episode. It looks like rain. Ben is holding the record for how many times he can catch popcorn in his mouth. He thinks I look like a nerd behind my laptop LOL. Mischa's using martini glasses as dumbells and "pumping iron." Adam, as usual, is eating as many sour skittles in one morning as I have in my lifetime, and I like sour ( Read more... )

Just a note...most of the Rachel Bilsons are involved in the community called "Must Be Pop." I am in a community called "Leaving Reality." They are two very different roleplaying organizations. I am not trying to steal your role. Thanks for your cooperation, and jena_m and rjbilson, please don't be mad at me.

Hi, this is Rachel Bilson. You may know me from The O.C. where I play Summer. I thought a livejournal would be a good way to open up about some stuff in my life and answer any questions you guys might have.