So tonight I spent on the phone talking to Tamyra and making fun of the AI2 kids. Lord ( Read more... )

So this is what loneliness truly feels like. I've been there before, but know I'm at this place where he's completely severed all ties from me. All the times he told me he loved me and how hard it was for him to be married with his heart belonging to someone else... I'm left to wonder if it was all a beautiful lie. I never got to say good bye and ( Read more... )

If someone else deletes I think I'm having a heart attack.
I can't take anymore of this.

Where is Jim.

I'm so tired of all of this.

I hate fighting with you, this back and forth thing we seem to do when I sign online. I hate that everything we say to each other is true. I hate that we hurt each other. Most of all I hate everything else except the one thing I should probably hate: you. Things are complicated and most of the things we say to each other are better left unsaid ( Read more... )

AIM and I have a love-hate relationship. Right now it's all hate.

ps. I am tamyra's.

So we hadn't spoken in a while, and to be honest I was getting used to that. I'd grown comfortable seeing you and walking by without an exchange of words. It made it easier to see you everyday. Hating you was the only way I could ever get over you... and it wasn't working ( Read more... )

You know, I thought after being apart this long and having told myself i didn't need him, i'd be fine with this. WIth touring with him. Yesterday I saw him and i couldn't look him in the eyes because as strong as I try to be, I really do need him.

My emotions are running high and I don't know what to say. I mean sure i could talk about being broken hearted, torn, lost, alone... but what good would that do me?

i'm just trying my best to move on, but lateley i'm finding it harder to do that.

When something is right you just feel it. It's not something someone can tell you, it's something that works. What I have with Justin feels right. It's so odd that it took us both so long to see what was in front of us. each other ( Read more... )