I think one of the hardest things in life is finding something from a past lover or friend. Finding an object, and having it in your hands- for a second you feel like you are holding that person. It shocks your heart. But when the shock reaches your brain you realize what you are holding. Its on the floor again, only getting pushed back into that ( Read more... )

Please forgive me for my distance.

the good words hurt the most.

This weekend when I told my mom about shaving my head I wasn't expecting her reaction. I thought she would be more understanding. But she wasn't. I told my dad-- actually he asked me if I ever would and then I told him my plans of doing it. He wasn't surprised. He thought my mom would feel differently too. But it made me think about my relationship ( Read more... )

For one moment, usually in the morning- I feel happy and I am optimistic. I get up before everyone, its like I have the house to myself. I dream of the days possibilities. Then I run, fast and hard. I breathe. I feel everything in my body, my lungs hurt and my knee gets a pinching pain running up the hills, but I love it. I feel so alive. I feel, ( Read more... )

this is not making me a good best friend.
or, friend.

what do you do with a girl who cant stop eating?

I'll pry be posting more pictures later on this is all I have for now.

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Why am I so excited for tomorrow ( Read more... )

I am happy. So happy in fact and I don't really know why.
I had a great workout today--
On friday I am heading home to celebrate my 21st with my favorite people!
If you are my friend and you want to have a drink with me you can come to my house satuday 9pm baby!!My mother is throwing me a birfday party. Cupcakes, pizza, booze, everything you ( Read more... )