posting in the livejournal, this is a rare occurance!!!so... OCC has been going GREAT. i try not to think about leaving, it upsets me. so i wont talk about it, but OCC has been wonderful. There are so many oppertunities just waiting to be discovered. So many things I am involved with, I just love it there! I love my campus jobs, I love my ( Read more... )

last night
i was destroyed

well... im slowly watching him die. i just got this feeling today that this may be the last time i ever see him. alive. its just so terrible. im going to miss him so much. i am just praying for a miracle every night. today he was taken off the dialysis and put into a hospice. so its just a matter of time basically. but i have all the faith in the ( Read more... )

advice. if you want to avoid reading just read the convo at the bottom. this is just an intro ( Read more... )

just got back from my camping trip ( Read more... )

life has been AWESOME lately, found a boy. dont know whats coming up next, dont know if he even likes me. but everytime we talk i get butterflies and i will do anything to say the right thing. i went to the theater comp. fri night, and i had a BLAST he was the host, and during the break we did a lot of talking and then after the show, and plus it ( Read more... )

baby sat today ( Read more... )

woohoo. gotta love repeating mistakes, geeze, i never learn ( Read more... )

i am so sick of having friends who let me take the blame for things, when i honestly didnt do anything. im so sick of having friends who push you to the edge and cant take the hints, im sick of having friends who you have to remind over and over again to not be a slut(edit: prior situations, not necessarily regarding recent things). im sick of ( Read more... )

hey guys, havent updated in like forever. but oh well, u'll get over it.

so lets see, i went to pennsylvania over spring break. went camping w/ the family. and i met a boy... his names josh<3 but yeah, things wont work... so we said goodbye and here i am. back to the lack of romance in my life. back to the wanting of someone i can never have again ( Read more... )