I get it, I get it, the break up was the right thing to do.  That doesn't make it any easier.  So many things will always remind me of you.  I am so glad that you've started to do better, and that your therapy is making you feel better.  I wish you had gotten help while there still was a chance of us being together.  I'll always have these hostile ( Read more... )

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Everyone I know has annoyed me at one point or another, even if I love them.  I am starting to believe it is me that has the problem, and not them.

Oh.  and I'm twenty.

I haven't been single since I was 14.  I dated Sean for a little over 2 years, and Anthony and I were almost at 3.  I know this was the right decision, but it hurts.  My heart still hurts.  I still want to call him and say goodnight every night.  I still want to text him through out the day.  I still want to go camping with him this summer.  I ( Read more... )

I hate when someone is wearing a cologne around you that someone you were close to used to wear.  It's an assault of old memories, and you can't exactly ask the person to go away because they're disturbing you emotionally.  The part of our brains used for identifying smells (olfactory blub) is very close in location to our the spot that holds old ( Read more... )

I just bought myself a fish eye attachment for my camera.  weeeehoooo.  I can't wait to play with it ( Read more... )

wahhhhh

it only takes about 300 bucks to fly from asheville to salt lake city.  (Wednesday to Wednesday, anyway)  I think I'm definitely putting money aside for a plane ticket. 

Had critique at the banner today.  Sean was three feet ahead of me for half of the walk.  He held the door open and I looked him straight in the face and said thank you.
He didn't say a damn word to me the whole time.  I held another door open for him, and he didn't even look at me.

Sigh.

I guess I'm supposed to treat him as if he were any other ( Read more... )

"To all the people watching, I can never thank you enough for your kindness to me and I'll think about it for the rest of my life. All I ask of you is one thing: please don't be cynical. I hate cynicism -- it's my least favorite quality and it doesn't lead anywhere.

Nobody in life gets exactly what they thought they were going to get. But if you ( Read more... )