I WANT AUSTIN WHYWHYWHYWHYWHY DID HE HAVE TO GO
I HAATE WENDY!!!!!!!!!!!
this is the most depressing moment of my life.

i think i've become not so secretive, my personality changed i think. its weird when i can actually feel like a different person and not just look in the mirror and notice a change. i think its pretty much a good feeling. yeah.

today i was walking home from the train and i was mad. i think i was mad at my mother, but it wasnt clear. sometimes when i am mad at someone im not really sure if i should be mad or not. probably most of the time i shouldnt be mad ( Read more... )

i decided i will marry a jewish man. when the time comes of course.
for now i just need to finish this lion costume for a macbeth/wizard of oz play tommorrow at school.
ooh yesterday i fell asleep on my highlighter! i had so much work yesterday and i fell asleep doing it and i fell asleep on my highlighter and i highlighted my freckles.

well today went by fasttt as lightening ( Read more... )

i think ive been really stubborn towards everyone lately. mainly everyone in my family. making room for independence doesnt get me very far. i realize it and i think that it will actually get me somewhere. im looking to finally be me and not who i want to be. but i have to be someone i want to be too. boo i make no sense ( Read more... )

this week are finals, like the rest ( Read more... )

its time to grow up
for me

i liked this weekend ( Read more... )

im starting to get addicted to el-jay again. and thats not good news. there is so much i want to do, but maybe i am suffocating myself and thats why i have no motivation to begin. maybe i need to sit down and pick something to concentrate on. but i feel like before i do that i need to realize a few things about myself. but since that doesnt seem to ( Read more... )