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Good morning
Dear diary,
I finally fell asleep! It was wonderful! I didn't dream. I woke up with an ache in my heart. I wish I had someone to spoon me right now. The funny thing about the weekend was I don't remember alot of people's names. I'm sure they will return, but for now it's akward in my head. I still find myself daydreaming about her. I'd prolly cut ( Read more... ) -
Darling I miss you
Dear diary,
I'm so exhausted. I have met the most wonderful people in all the world. Everyone has been so amazing. I met the most beautiful person last night. It was what I always dreamed of. We took a few walks, I sang to her, we shared our lives. I miss her dearly. Now I'm sitting outside in a recliner. I feel like being alone. Ugh, so emo!
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It's not raining...yet
Dear diary,
I just got a second phone call from a lover (as short as it was) from the past. She is one of the women that has haunted me. I always felt that it was her fault for the way it ended, but deep inside I know it's just useless blame. We were both so drunk all the time. she is the sister of one of my really good friends, and supposedly she ( Read more... ) -
Continued
Dear Diary,
The spring in the Midwest is a bitch. I'm taking the time I usually Eat lunch to write to you. I forgot my lunch. Even though I have acquired many numbers of men and women I find attractive, I feel I can't stop, and it's getting confusing on who I'm dating. I think I'm dating about four people now. Owen your considered a lil higher. ( Read more... ) -
Snowy days still ahead
Dear diary,
I have not much to tell you today. So far anyway. I really love being in school. I just wish I had less distractions. I'm in a very lovey dovey mood lately. Too bad I have no one tangible. There's been alot of talk around the sewing circle lately about the biological clock ticking. I feel I as well, but I'm blaming it on spring. Which is ( Read more... ) -
Yellow school buses
Dear diary,
Cutting close. Seems to be nice. I live for this.... Isn't that a hatebreed song? I feel good. Good is temporary. I realized today that being spontaneous makes me very happy. My baggage seems miles, but my heart stays the same. Afk food.
Love
Me
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Everything is always going to be ok, always
Dear diary,
I woke up having a panic attack. Sometimes I literally think im going insane. I dive so deep into my mind and perspectives that I lose sight. There is so much in this world. And I'm not good at any of it. Jack of all, master of none. Sometimes I think I'm too old to learn new tricks, or I mean master them. So much information. It is ( Read more... ) -
Be myself!
Dear diary,
I'm finding myself so girly anymore it's ridiculous! I wish I had the balls like when I was younger to just not give a fuck and do whatever. Now I must be subtle. For instance, I'd really like to get my nails done, but it might be too much. Nothing crazy, maybe just a French manicure! And I would love to do my eyes up. A lil shadow and ( Read more... ) -
La la la
Dear diary,
been reading alot about people tryin to find truth. Mostly with themselves. Truth is one fickle bitch. I'm sure the meaning behind the word alone makes some philosophers crazy. I think the only truth that matters is if you are truly happy. To be truly happy in my mind I need to ditch fear and worry and let the cards fall on the table. ( Read more... ) -
last night
dear diary ( Read more... )