1.) nivir make eye contact 2.) help others, but nivir accept thank yous 3.) nivir ask for help 4.) indulge only when alone 5.) only speak when spoken to, and try to limit everyting to yes or no answers 6.) nivir touch anyone physically, only on accident is it acceptable 7.) when you accomplish something, it will nivir be done, but in no way is it ( Read more... )

the thickness of it. the horrible stench of people judging one another. getting eyed at and eye them back, its a sick circle of repitition we deal with especially in this scene, but we deal with it.

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most people mistake me for a girl. its complimentary. sometimes strange. like I get treated like one until I speak. I wish I was younger, go through hrt's.... its a long story. i am too girly for girls and too girly for guys. I need to find my rules of the social elite, I wrote them here a long time ago on lj, the reason I dl'd this app, I just ( Read more... )

Dear diary,

I became happy by being unhappy today. I really hate child molesters, because I love kids, but I don't want to be a creeper. I hate that my life is shit. It's the only way I know anymore. I have only one dream, to love and to be loved. I guess that's a large request. It would be easy if the one you fall in love with instantly loved you. ( Read more... )

I thought it was a really good idea to post, considering my current situation. My feelings are fucked. I almost feel like I should just goto sleep. I suppose my level of fun is too high right now. Impulsive. Oh I know you, from here or there. I've written songs about you, and this won't be the last. I'm pure. No one wants that, but i did find one. ( Read more... )

Dear diary,

So I'm where I usually am when I type into this diary. It's a strange world. Sam is buying me beer. It's a slow night on the corner, literally. I've been playing and Singing in the street for weeks now, and I couldnt be happier. Homelessness is not new in my vocabulary. Right now I'm staying with a friend, been through a few couches ( Read more... )

Dear diary,

Im late and only have a minute, but I don't want to forget. I had the most amazing dream.

Truly no one,

Me

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Dear diary,

My mind has been racing as fast as my heart is beating. I can't focus. I can only focus on one thing. My phone is being pretty dumb tonight I'm surprised this app works. Maybe I'll be a rebel and stop using punctuation for a bit so this could be annoying to read but I can't sleep and I'm kinda cold I've only told a few people this but I ( Read more... )

Dear diary,

Last night I went to take a walk and pick some flowers. I guess it's still too early for that. I ended up watching a group of people fencing in the park. They were very nice and invited me back tomorrow. Then I hung out with some highschool kids who were playing guitars and bongos. What an amazing town this truly is. I miss it already. ( Read more... )

Dear Felicity,

I could place my head on your shoulder and fall asleep forever. I used to have this book called einstein's dreams. There was one story that makes me cry every time. It's called the center of time. Basically, time is like the north pole. So, everything gets slower the closer you get to the center. So, people bring their dying parents, ( Read more... )