everyone's a fuckhead. matt said "come to wotton" today and i'm glad i know i'm so over that because i just thought, yeeeah. and didn't wish it meant anything. and i cannot be bothered with people. i'm sick of nothing and everything and i wish it could be like it was when i was 14, only now. why was everything so much better when i was too young ( Read more... )

today i signed on JSA again. and then i went to check something and it's all FIIINE and now i don't have to worry :) so i went home and talked to jon on msn for a while and mattj. theeenn i went to the park and it started snowing really heavy, but only for a minute. then it went back to being just random snowflakes floating about. and we all sat ( Read more... )

i woke up and didn't know where i was or what day it was today and then i looked out the window and it was snowing and it was so confusing!

later/ the past 3 hours or so have been cheer-up-ifying. thanks to jon and msn and cups of tea.

i haven't seen anyone hardly this week. it's been boring and shit. adam wants to meet me. i'm scared about doing that but i'd like to. and hanna wants us to go and visit erik in wales the weekend after next.. since he's paying for the journey, i probably will if i can. i feel like going wandering again.

i fucking haaate half term because it's BORING.

GRRRRRRFFFFFFFF X_X

everything is so shitty sometimes. MAYBE I WILL JUST FUCK OFF TO SHROPSHIRE. HAH. nothing's happening tonight. gay.

( santa cruz, no you're not that far )

i've just missed hollyoaks. i got caught up in entering as many competitions online as i can. i need money you see. i wish my bike hadn't been stolen. whhyyy are people so confusing & what's going on and stuff?! i'm going to get fuckloads of junkmail now. it's gay that he was online earlier and i had to get offline for hanna and now look. GRRRFf. i ( Read more... )

askfdksjd x/ i don't know what's going on & i hate that.

i am so fucking tired. i got woken up too early. & i'm boreddd.. if nobody gets online and talks to me by the time i save this, then i'll go and watch '100 greatest music videos' or whatever. and die of boredom. and it'll be everyone elses fault. anna's party was good :D i got veeery pissed and talking with dawn and chloe lots was fun because we ( Read more... )