i have gone to a total of 2 classes this week ( Read more... )

I have a cold. I tried to make guacamole (the only thing i can make that tastes decent) and it seemed ok to me. When my mother tried it, she said wwwwwwwwwwwwoahhhhhhhhhhh, wayyy too spicy. I think a permanent cold would be a good way to be on a diet, cuz everything tastes the same ( Read more... )

Checking in:
-for those of you i havent told, my house got robbed last week
-i have 6 aps to study for in the next week and i dotn no shit about them
-sams uber 2 was stolen bcuz he didnt stroke the cow

...."you took me out to wine dine sixtynine me and didnt hear a damn word i said" - Alanis

just came home from two days at yale. it was really great. I think that they must have a deal with the devil or something because the weather was amazing and everyone was so friendly. The weird thing is that they didnt seem smart, just normal people with normal problems who you later find out are world class musicians or have written 3 novels. ( Read more... )

I
dont want to go to college.
I dont
want to go to college.
I dont want
to go to college.
I dont want to
go to college.
I dont want to go
to college.
I dont want to go to
college.
I dont want to go to college.

so basically i htink every guy who is your friend wants you and has some conscious or hidden hope of gettingwith you some day. if they no longer want you, they stop being your friend. an obvious generalization but a thought that keeps being proven to me again and again ( Read more... )

i came home last night from the cast party and felt...aweful. Listening to "Under the Bridge" i was balling while i drove, the traffic lights making lines of green and red, and wishing that i cud be drawing some blood and wasting my life away under the bridge downtown ( Read more... )

birthday tomorrow. i was having a melissa finell-esque crisis about the meaning of being 18......but fuck that. i hate the cold, i have such a physical reaction to the cold. i only want to eat high fat foods, watch league of their own, and fall asleepp with smores still in my mouth. but i cant, ...studying for freakin go po which will probly be ( Read more... )

i need some kind of cleansing, a mental spa. maybe its because im so unproductive lately, school doesnt matter, and the whole slumping thing? coming quite easily to me. ive always been so goal oriented: get the part, get the A, get into college...thats irrelevant now ( Read more... )

going to harvard for the weekend, and hoping something will really turn me off from it so i can just forget the idea ( Read more... )